I nearly forgot about this blog. You guys never give us feedback or comments, so it doesnt interest me too much. I did actually forget about this blog until Poinsettia reminded me of it. I dont want to forget about this blog, but you people need to write us back. Do anything, its called interaction. So please start actually writing us and letting us know what you think. I hate to beg but… Anyway. Thats about it I suppose.
-Cherry Blossom-
So, with finals starting tomorrow I haven’t had time to post anyting recently. I am still with my new boyfriend and yesterday was two weeks. It hasn’t been long but I already feel close to him and he’s an amazing person. However, I am not writing this post to talk about how amazing my boyfriend is, I am writing it to talk about the different aspects of love. When my fiance and I broke up, I was a wreck. I cried all the time, I wrote depressing poetry, posted depressing Facebook statuses, talked about him all the time, and was quickly headed into a downward spiral. I even remember times during those weeks where I didn’t want to live anymore because I believed life wasn’t worth living without him. Now, I am aware I was annoying during these weeks and my friends probably wanted to throw me out a window. However, they were there for me. Through everything, new friends and old friends alike were all there for me to talk to. My boyfriend (who wasn’t my boyfriend yet) was there for me as well even though we hadn’t been very close before. In a way that’s an aspect of love. People, who aren’t family (we’ll get to that in a bit), willing to be there for you no matter what you’re going through who are by your side when you need them. Even if you just need a shoulder to cry on or a good hug. They were amazing to me, as well as cherry blossom 
. Now we are going to talk about lost love. My ex and I were together for 2yrs…I knew him since I was 12 and we used to be best friends before we ever had as romantic relationship with one another. When we finally did get together,it was amazing, we were in love, we made each other happy, and it was all I could ever ask for. Then I messed up and I’m just going to take the time to say if you do mess up, tell the person, because while you shouldn’t have messed up in the first place, hiding it from them is just going to make things worse for the both of you. I also want to take this time to sincerely apologize to my ex from the bottom of my heart…I know you’ll probably never read this or see this, but what I did to you, more than once, was very wrong. You deserved, and still do deserve, a lot better. We both made mistakes but I still believe if I hadn’t done what I did there’s a chance we could still be happy together. I also regret I can’t talk to you, or see you, just text you and see how you’re doing. I’m with someone new, and even though I am trying to move on doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten you, and I never will. I still think about you, I still miss you, and I even still cry for you every once in a while. Sometimes I even still wish we were still together and I panic about seeing you again when I come home, but you meant the world to me and you will always have a piece of my heart. We messed up what we had and it still hurts but I wish I still had my best friend. I’m moving on now and everyone in my life has been amazing to me.That’s one aspect of love though, even if it’s lost, it will always be there in your heart. Now to family love. My family and I aren’t perfect. I fight with my dad, I get mad at my mom, I don’t speak to some of my aunts and uncles, but if they were ever in danger, ever needed anything, or if anyone ever spoke a word against them, i’d be there in a second. Your family is always gonna be in your life whether you get along with them or not. The love of a family can’t be replaced with anything and when it’s too late, it’s too late, so when you have the chance, be with and love your family, because there’s nothing like the love of a family when no one else is there. I realized a bit ago, that no matter whether it’s romantic love, family love, friend love, or just love, it’s a beautiful thing, and I couldn’t live without it in my life. It gives life color, and meaning, and happiness, and love is what keeps us together when we’re falling apart. Hope you all enjoyed reading and have a wonderful day.
~Poinsettia~
Hey everyone…been a while since I last posted I know. Getting close to finals in college so I haven’t had a lot of time recently…it’s been almost 7 weeks since my fiance and I broke up…I can’t believe it’s been that long already…About two days ago I started a new relationship. He’s one of my best friends and I have known him for about a year and a half. He’s nice, funny, caring, and all around a good guy. Not getting my hopes up or getting my expectations too high. Hopefully I can learn from everything that went wrong in my last relationship but so far just trying to take things slow. Also, please share, or comment or anything just to let us know you’re there and that you still want us to post. We love talking to you guys but we need some feedback here. Thanks and have an amazing day.
~Poinsettia~
Ps-Ok I’ll post a pic of me since cherry blossom did.
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-Cherry Blossom-
Is it just me or did everybody have this one love you will never forget? Someone who just made the whole world seem like a better place because you knew them? You didn’t know how it happened but it still happened. It doesnt matter if they’re the person you’re currently with or not because they will still always matter.
I had my heart-broken so many times, and most of the brokeness was my own doing. And I swore to myself the last time was the last time. I think everybody does that at some point. Anyway, I met this guy and I just got a different perspective. I felt my heart open up again. I even started to accept things that I didnt even accept at any point in my life before meeting him. I never had a chance, because he had me from hello. It was pretty much the purest form of love I think I ever had.We were never together, together though. But we both loved each other very much, that I have no doubt about. One day I suppose I just grew apart from him. But hes still a big part of the way i live my life. He changed me for the better. I never opened my heart completely before to anyone, I just pretended I cared about other people,or atleast thats what it felt like with other people. I felt like none of the relationships that I was ever in before were real. He changed that for me, he made me feel things that I didnt a person could feel. He made me love him, and I will never regret that. He helped me so much more than I could even explain. Because of him I have a husband now who i am able to show love for. And I know if it werent for this guy, my relationship with my husband probably wouldnt have worked out. I am so blessed.
I’m trying to get back in touch with my old friend. He’s my hero. Do you people have any relationships that were like mine and my old friend’s? What do you all think about this post?Feel free to comment and leave the love!!!! You guys are great!! Dont forget to follow us!!!
-Cherry Blossom-
I must be having one of the worst days possible today. Everything just seems to go wrong. It puts me in such a bad mood that I really just dont care anymore. I’m missing an old friend who used to always be there for me and cheer me up. Yes, I do have poinsettia and she is a great friend and i love having her in my life. And I do have other friends also that i love having in my life. But none of them understood me like this one friend but we dont talk anymore. I guess we just drifted apart. I suppose everyone has someone they drift apart from eventually. When i’m in these horrible moods I find myself wishing they were back in my life. Oh well though, its one thing i dont think I can change and make better. Anyway like I was saying what a bad day today. I cant even explain all the things that went wrong. One of my friends ditched me today. I told my husband I wanted Pepsi for two days straight and he didnt get me one. His brother borrowed our car like a month ago and we still dont have it back, however he did come by to take the car he left here in its place but conveniently forgot ours. I accidentally toasted my husband’s sub and apparently that is a bad thing because he yelled at me. And a bunch of other small things. I think the only time actually had fun today was when I was working…weird. Just wish I had someone to really talk to about my problems once in a while. Well at least I have all of you guys!!!
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-Cherry Blossom-
So it’s been 3wks since I lost the love of my life because I am an idiot. I thought I was doing ok…I thought it was going alright and that I was getting over him….before I had a dream about him and found a valentines day card he gave me two months ago while i was cleaning today. I know he’s gone….I just can’t find it in me to let him go. I feel like if I do I will just fall apart and my world will crumble around me. If I could I would turn back time to be in his arms again. It really is true that you don’t know what you have until it’s gone and I’d give anything to have him in my life again. He was amazing to me and I never realized it….and now I can’t even talk to him let alone tell him how I feel. I mean I guess technically I could…but he already hates me enough without me bothering him…sorry about this guys just need to get my feelings out…haven’t been eating much…lost around 7-8lbs, can’t sleep, can’t focus on schoolwork, keep getting migraines….I don’t even know what to do anymore. I feel like Bella when Edward left (not that I much care for that part but it’s the best analogy I can think of) where months just fly by and she just stays in one spot not being able to let go. That’s how I feel right now…I miss him.
~Poinsettia~
