So, with finals starting tomorrow I haven’t had time to post anyting recently. I am still with my new boyfriend and yesterday was two weeks. It hasn’t been long but I already feel close to him and he’s an amazing person. However, I am not writing this post to talk about how amazing my boyfriend is, I am writing it to talk about the different aspects of love. When my fiance and I broke up, I was a wreck. I cried all the time, I wrote depressing poetry, posted depressing Facebook statuses, talked about him all the time, and was quickly headed into a downward spiral. I even remember times during those weeks where I didn’t want to live anymore because I believed life wasn’t worth living without him. Now, I am aware I was annoying during these weeks and my friends probably wanted to throw me out a window. However, they were there for me. Through everything, new friends and old friends alike were all there for me to talk to. My boyfriend (who wasn’t my boyfriend yet) was there for me as well even though we hadn’t been very close before. In a way that’s an aspect of love. People, who aren’t family (we’ll get to that in a bit), willing to be there for you no matter what you’re going through who are by your side when you need them. Even if you just need a shoulder to cry on or a good hug. They were amazing to me, as well as cherry blossom :). Now we are going to talk about lost love. My ex and I were together for 2yrs…I knew him since I was 12 and we used to be best friends before we ever had as romantic relationship with one another. When we finally did get together,it was amazing, we were in love, we made each other happy, and it was all I could ever ask for. Then I messed up and I’m just going to take the time to say if you do mess up, tell the person, because while you shouldn’t have messed up in the first place, hiding it from them is just going to make things worse for the both of you. I also want to take this time to sincerely apologize to my ex from the bottom of my heart…I know you’ll probably never read this or see this, but what I did to you, more than once, was very wrong. You deserved, and still do deserve, a lot better. We both made mistakes but I still believe if I hadn’t done what I did there’s a chance we could still be happy together. I also regret I can’t talk to you, or see you, just text you and see how you’re doing. I’m with someone new, and even though I am trying to move on doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten you, and I never will. I still think about you, I still miss you, and I even still cry for you every once in a while. Sometimes I even still wish we were still together and I panic about seeing you again when I come home, but you meant the world to me and you will always have a piece of my heart. We messed up what we had and it still hurts but I wish I still had my best friend. I’m moving on now and everyone in my life has been amazing to me.That’s one aspect of love though, even if it’s lost, it will always be there in your heart. Now to family love. My family and I aren’t perfect. I fight with my dad, I get mad at my mom, I don’t speak to some of my aunts and uncles, but if they were ever in danger, ever needed anything, or if anyone ever spoke a word against them, i’d be there in a second. Your family is always gonna be in your life whether you get along with them or not. The love of a family can’t be replaced with anything and when it’s too late, it’s too late, so when you have the chance, be with and love your family, because there’s nothing like the love of a family when no one else is there. I realized a bit ago, that no matter whether it’s romantic love, family love, friend love, or just love, it’s a beautiful thing, and I couldn’t live without it in my life. It gives life color, and meaning, and happiness, and love is what keeps us together when we’re falling apart. Hope you all enjoyed reading and have a wonderful day.